Finally, i decide to update my blog. There have been a very long while that i haven not updated my blog, but no one is reading my blog also, so it doesn't matter.
22 January 2010, bonanza ended. At the same time, i was fail to achieve the target. I feel sorry to my partner, my bro as well. Sorry for disappointing you. I wish I could do more better, and put more effort, but it had past. I just can look forward, do better. I'm here to promise myself:
I WILL DO BETTER!!
My feeling is getting complicated. Maybe I am really being attracted by her. However, I think that I will not want to start a relationship now (but actually i wish i can have a chance to be with her). I wish that I can keep developing myself, make myself to be more 稳重, more mature, den only I will consider to start a relationship. I am really not prepare for now, even I wish to.
I will chase for a better life, FROM NOW~
-CY-