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我怀念的~
终于再次和我的老友们打球了。。。 好怀念的感觉。。。今年，是我第一次参加正式篮球比赛。。。 就在前几个星期。。。 我们都输了。。。 但我输的光荣。。。 我可以很光荣地对大家说： “我是4th college篮球队的~！~！”不过，真的是很想时光倒回。。 我很遗憾，因为我的失误，我令大家在最后一场球赛输了。。。 对不起，我的队友们。。。 同时，也很 谢谢你们的不抱怨。。。谢谢你们的相信。。。谢谢你们给我这个机会。。。谢谢你们给我的一切。。我好怀念，练球的感觉。。。辛苦又疲累。。。 我好怀念，比赛的感觉。。。紧张又刺激。。。 我好怀念，球场的感觉。。。大家的欢呼。。。 我好怀念，我的一切~
朋友~
朋友到底是什么？ 一个陪着你，和你玩，和你笑的人？ 或者是会利用你的人？ 友情呢？ 朋友之间的感情？还是朋友之间的付出？ 会长久吗？ 我曾经拥有一些不错的朋友。。。 大家一起玩，一起说秘密。。。 然而，不久后，我渐渐的被疏远了。。。 是什么原因？ 我没问。。。 是我不在乎？还是我没勇气去问？ 以为已经不在意被遗忘。。。 但原来还是会有痛心地感觉。。 被遗忘，真的是很痛。。 或许大家都有了新的朋友， 或者是找到更适合自己的朋友。。 所以， 我并不介意你们离我而去。。。 我只是希望你们会珍惜你们拥有的。。。 我也会有属于我自己的朋友。。 我还有更多我要追求的东西。。。 我的脚步不会因为你们而停了下来。。。 我会继续追求属于我的未来~ -CY-
boring tutorial~~
woohoo~~~~ what a boring tutorial... Tutor is giving all the answers on the board, then do not know where she goes to =.=Starting to worry about my academic. Now is week 5th but I am not studying anything, not much input. Haiz. I really do not feel like studying. Not in the mood~~ Who can help me? ~~
失去意义~
原以为，参加大型活动的筹募组，就可以提升我自己。。。原以为，在筹募组就可以练习增加信心。。。原以为，我可以让自己掌握沟通技巧。。。原以为，我可以让人另眼相看。。。但是，我都没有。。。我，现在只是做着一些原本不属于我的工作。。。我，现在只是做着一些我不喜欢的工作。。。我，原来一直忙着一些已失去意义的东西。。。
my beloved hair~~~
woohooooo~~~ I finally cut short my hair. This time is really short( i think lah~). YeaH~ done 1 of my task - change my outlook. I wish my new outlook is more mature. Wish my friends can feel my changes n my differences. I will develop my self-confidence~~ BUT, i do not wish to me laughed by people lah~~ PRAY-ING hard~~~ -CY-
alcohol~
wow~~ had been a long while not drinking beer~ i think my ability for drinking beer is de-proving... just 2 bottles, then i start to blur blur already. Haha. Should train more lah. What i should start to do now: i) Be more hardworking, to gain more knowledge, that show i am different and i am more experienced.ii) Change my outlook, to be more mature, and can be trusted.iii) Put more effort on what am I doing.iv) Set my short term goals.I have to start to commit with myself, n my dreams too~ good luck to me~ -CY-
finally update~
Finally, i decide to update my blog. There have been a very long while that i haven not updated my blog, but no one is reading my blog also, so it doesn't matter.
22 January 2010, bonanza ended. At the same time, i was fail to achieve the target. I feel sorry to my partner, my bro as well. Sorry for disappointing you. I wish I could do more better, and put more effort, but it had past. I just can look forward, do better. I'm here to promise myself:
I WILL DO BETTER!!
My feeling is getting complicated. Maybe I am really being attracted by her. However, I think that I will not want to start a relationship now (but actually i wish i can have a chance to be with her). I wish that I can keep developing myself, make myself to be more 稳重, more mature, den only I will consider to start a relationship. I am really not prepare for now, even I wish to.
I will chase for a better life, FROM NOW~
-CY-
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