woohooooo~~~ I finally cut short my hair. This time is really short( i think lah~).
YeaH~ done 1 of my task - change my outlook. I wish my new outlook is more mature. Wish my friends can feel my changes n my differences. I will develop my self-confidence~~
BUT, i do not wish to me laughed by people lah~~
PRAY-ING hard~~~
-CY-
alcohol~
wow~~ had been a long while not drinking beer~ i think my ability for drinking beer is de-proving... just 2 bottles, then i start to blur blur already. Haha. Should train more lah.
What i should start to do now:
i) Be more hardworking, to gain more knowledge, that show i am different and i am more experienced.ii) Change my outlook, to be more mature, and can be trusted.iii) Put more effort on what am I doing.iv) Set my short term goals.I have to start to commit with myself, n my dreams too~ good luck to me~
-CY-
finally update~
Finally, i decide to update my blog. There have been a very long while that i haven not updated my blog, but no one is reading my blog also, so it doesn't matter.
22 January 2010, bonanza ended. At the same time, i was fail to achieve the target. I feel sorry to my partner, my bro as well. Sorry for disappointing you. I wish I could do more better, and put more effort, but it had past. I just can look forward, do better. I'm here to promise myself:
I WILL DO BETTER!!
My feeling is getting complicated. Maybe I am really being attracted by her. However, I think that I will not want to start a relationship now (but actually i wish i can have a chance to be with her). I wish that I can keep developing myself, make myself to be more 稳重, more mature, den only I will consider to start a relationship. I am really not prepare for now, even I wish to.
I will chase for a better life, FROM NOW~
-CY-
